it just life

Sunday, July 29, 2007

- Sunday, July 29, 2007

1.55am

finished reading harry potter & also 4+ chp for bio. not a lot i knw but it well... at least i completed chem. prelims prac is coming up in 20days time, 15 aug. and im having my eng oral on the 14th. good number yea? hope all goes well too.

anyway, aut + rp people have officially ended their school term. good for them. kinda saddens me though. its the start of each of our journey, the start of the route we chose a year ago. it is also the start of making new friends a new and unpredictable journey, which frankly, i am not keen on starting. i dnt want to leave my friends who have been with me these 4 years. now that i've been cutting back on trng to study, i already feel so distant and different from the swim team that i once belonged to. the feeling sucks. whats gna happen when we all go our separate ways? i've know many of them for more than 10yrs, will our friendship still hold? or will it crumble i dnt knw. yes i have made many other close friends but whats gna happen after our O's ? its jst the pain of gng our separate ways again, not knowing what would become of the memories we once shared.

i dnt like the way im feeling now & i dnt wanna think about it.

to make things worse, prelims are coming up real soon & im jst, nervous. im afraid of dropping short of my own expectations. im afraid of disappointing others. i have a goal in mind and im afraid of not being able to achieve it. i dnt wanna fail anymore. failing to perform in sports has tortured me enough mentally, i dnt want it anymore. for once, i jst wanna shine.

2.22am

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

- Saturday, July 21, 2007

back from colin's place!

translation thingy in the morning went pretty well i guess. i didnt knw how to translate 'global warming' & 'drought' into chinese, forgot how to write a few words but other than that. it was okay. fetch mylene and dan to colin's place. it was nice. small and cosy i would say. hahah. the guys were crazy over the ps3. we played quite a few games. ridge rider 2, f1 racing, resistance, the aeroplane game & PONG. dandan was so funny :D we played for like 5 hrs. lol. jst a picture of dandan. hah (:

scrabble ! we were quite crazy over scrabble last week. hahah (:

Labels: Queen Pong

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- Saturday, July 21, 2007

it will be over soon. yes it will.

translation thingy in the morning and some of us are gng to colin's house. so... i shall be missing the study session with nessa ce and aloy i think? oh wells. i did 6 chapters of chem tys today. not bad not bad. mcq + open ended okay! :D plus, i finished two eng essays. one more to go! i dnt feel so bad abt not studying tmr now.

prelims are coming up and i really really hope i can do well. decided not to sign the tjc dsa application, so now. i am dsa-less. nevermind. i can do it i can do it. just work 10x harder & stop slacking.

oh yea. i went for shan shan's 21th bday party with qing last sunday. it was good. laughing at mel's and sixiu's laughter. hah

Labels: 400th post

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

- Saturday, July 14, 2007

i studied at home, got bored, so i went bugis to shop.

she doesnt like me.

now she does! :D

oh. i watched 300 & the guardian last night.
just finished watching john tucker must die (:

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Friday, July 13, 2007

- Friday, July 13, 2007

swim team 07 - missing kelvin & clement

sch nats is over!
it passed really really fast ):

i only got a bronze, better than nothing. hah. the good thing was, we won the B div! together with rgs, but who cares. we are still winners! Great job to all the B div girls! and the C div as well. hahah. everyone did a wonderful job. i had fun cheering and stuff. my last year with the sports school. its kinda sad when i think abt it but life goes on. i wont go into that or i'll start my long and sappy life in school. heh. i think i shall post pictures (:

Narelle squashing the 'balloon' on clement

nicole in my balloon :D

sexy sean.

whats left of us.

Bang.

she never fails to crack a joke (:

Qing

Gab! my lane mate, who is selectively hardworking, and won his gold by 0.01 sec. well done!

Sijia, Qing

Oh Jenny.

HAH

Taoli and Amanda

The funny China guy, my coach.

Fat Tongue? ahaha.

I can jump higher than you!

Desperate boarding mates?

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7!

OH DAN!

Look at Sijia gleeing in delight. And people, dont get any wrong impression from this picture! or not cass is gna come after me.

AND AND, we went to watch Dim Sum Dollies at the Esplanade last night. It was GREAT. I enjoyed myself ! hahah. heres one picture. guess who (:

Labels: Life goes on

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

- Sunday, July 08, 2007

070707

its 230am so by right it should be 080707, but anyway point is. im still up watching live earth. loved some of the performances hated some like crazzyyy.

i loved linkin park, crowded house, razorlight, snow patrol, eskimo joe, genesis, kasabian so far. and i absolutely HATED this jap band - Al Abingdon Boys School & this other one i cant rmb the name. the boys sch one was jst shouting. one of their band members looked like he jst woke up wearing a red pj and the only action he does is swing his LONG HAIR up down left right. DISGUSTING.

i cant wait for them to show all of uk and us performances :D

I AM BACK. KNW WHY? CAUSE THEY KEEP GNG INTO ADVERS AND NOW SNOOP DOG IS SINGING. I CANT STAND HIS SONGS, TO ADD ON TO THT, HE TIED TWO PIGTAILS. HOW CUTE.

i have nothing to blog abt but i need smth to distract me from that cute little snoopy. so there you go. my very neat desk in sch.

Aloy. he pisses me off all the time when we are studying. and nessa jst has to take this picture. oh yes. aloy janice nessa and i were at the airport studying :D im done. i hope snoopys done singing too. he pisses me off more than aloy does.

Labels: 070707 LIVE EARTH

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Monday, July 02, 2007

- Monday, July 02, 2007

For the first time this year, i shall be swimming...

800fr.

well done sheena. you'll survive it. you'll survive it.

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

- Sunday, July 01, 2007

alright. i shall continue from that rather brief post.

holiday has ended and studies are moving up the priority list. so, im making some effort to actually study/revise. since im hooked onto House. i just love his sarcasm. unfortunately, my ipod never fails to hang whenever i watch too many episodes of House.

Anyway, the holidays passed pretty fast. Singapore Open was a delight since i didnt swim much. Sch nats are coming up & i am not expecting much. After which, i think im probably gna stop training for some time.

Last week of school was fine. This may be a little late/outdated but i'm sure it'll still be fresh in some people's mind. The death of Thaddeus Cheong, the triathlete? It was really a very shocking news. And he looks really really familiar. Even my mum thinks so. I've seen a couple of blogs that wrote about him, his pictures, the news reports. Its heart wreaking. I mean, as an athlete, it is as if you are invincible to illnesses, to sudden death. But like now, all of a sudden we are all threaten by death. Most of the time during training/competition we go "wha shit man. that was freaking tiring. i think i could have died. i really felt like dying man." Who would EVER expect that to really happen right? Sigh. I cant imagine how i would be if any of my ex-teammate/teammate were to go, just like that. Just the thought of it scares the hell outta me.

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- Sunday, July 01, 2007

life is just revolving around House, House & more House.
its harry potter now.

laters (:

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