it just life

Friday, September 29, 2006

- Friday, September 29, 2006

jon lost ):
oh no. i really really didnt want Hady to win.
ahh. heck lah.

sch's fine.
loads of test but yea. managed to cope since theres no morning trng everyday.
hahah. on wed, i had sch from 9am-6pm. how cool eh.

went RP today.
looks pretty neat.

oh wells. everything is fine i guess.
hahahah.

its amusing how u can live behind a mask.
its amusing at how you amuse yourself.
its interesting how you make yourself feel accepted.
its amusing how you always seem to imply that i always act superior,
selfish,
maybe too much of a leader at times.
but you, do that too at times.
its amusing how you act like what you dont like about me.

i guess afterall, we're all the same.

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

- Sunday, September 24, 2006

just watched sg idol final (:
so coool.
i hope jon wins. hahah.
come on people ! vote vote vote!
one vote per person :D
im crazy.
oh wells. jon sang chasing cars again.
damn niceeeee.

anw. changed blogskin.
its still plain. oh wells. i like plain blogskins.
hahah. oh yea.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NARELLE !

sch tmr.
results show after tat :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aMm2SNEyWqo

a really old video.
but i think its kinda cool so yea.
12 handstand pushups by this guy.
cant rmb his name.
anw, he came to our sch during the commonwealth torch passing thingy.
so yea. (:

my hair is so freaking short now.
ARGHHH.
i cant stand it.
i dnt wanna step out of my hse la.
damn it.
tmr sch ):

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- Sunday, September 24, 2006

SINGAPORE IDOL FINAL :DDDD

arent u excited nessa ? :D

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

- Saturday, September 23, 2006

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjWSlr6mPdU

msia open's skid!
my grp. QX, yvonne amanda plus me. hahahah. its kinda silly (:

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Friday, September 22, 2006

- Friday, September 22, 2006

once again.
zone colours awards.
not very fun. but well, its fine..

went back with nicole.s and hk after tat.
the best thing.
i left my wallet in school.
SO. i had to borrow money from hk for dinner and transport back home :D

yep. school is fine.
jst loads of test next week. so yea.
hope i dont die.

i dont knw why.
but right now, im sure of this.
i really do not care anymore.
im at the point where things cant get any worse.
so nothing you do is ever gonna make it worse, or heal it

i am aware of everything that is happening.
if you do not agree with me for anything, just VOICE it out.
if you're unhappy abt anything, SAY IT TO ME.
i mean, all these are jst simply unncessary and childish.
you dont have to live behind a mask everyday, and only be nice to me when you need me.
i dont need all these.
you are jst.. forcing me to want to leave ss cus im pretty sure, i'll be better out there.
but like i said, i dont care anymore.
as hard as it is for you to change yourself,
it is as hard to change someone else.
so please.
i have my weaknesses and its not that easy to change but you do not have to pick on them and hate me for it.
it is not a choice for me to be in a position that i am all the time.

be true to yourself,
do things only if you mean it.

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you.

NICOLE ;

hey. thanks for inviting me over but my mum dont allow. grrr. oh wells. after your O's ok? hahah. anw, thanks for taking the train with me. it was.. kinda fun i guess ;) hope u knw wad i mean. cheer up! it wont turn out to be bad. might be a blessing in disguise or smth. heh. now that your prelims are over.. time to worry about O levels. MUG HARD ! loves <3

VANESSA.t ;

pray hard that we get the ticks !

and i did not steal the clips from you and dipna!

you two tooklike 2 pairs of my school socks and didnt tell me huh.

no wonder i have no more sch socks (:

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Monday, September 18, 2006

- Monday, September 18, 2006

back from msia alive (:

one of the worse meet ever. [swimming wise]
almost just like sch nats. wont elaborate too much on it.
sg did pretty well overall.

after the last day of competition, we went out for dinner. at some seafood restuarant. ate until like 12 plus. hahah. but then again, we usually have our dinner at like 9 plus to 10.
dinner was goood :D

back to our oh so nice hotel (:
some people bought dvds so we decided to watch it.
wasnt very good.
quality was bad.
and some movies dont match the title.

the team was bonded and its really nice (:
i liked it overall although at the start i was dying to get back to sg.
dont ask me why.

anyway, shall upload pics. enjoy

the pool. tats gary on the block.

amanda. ahah. you can dive from the competition pool to the diving pool (:

4x200 relay for the guys and girls

DANIEL BEGO !
sijia is jealous huh ;)

nigel jiahao BEGO and tzekang. jiahao so kiam pa one. nv smile at all.

guys

girls

team pic ! russell left alrdy thou. he misses asian games by 0.05 ): so sad!

arggh. i cant seem to upload more. oh wells. i shall upload more next week.
(:

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

- Saturday, September 09, 2006

its been 5yrs since 911.
how sad.

anyway, finally had a good sleep in.
and than.. i finally got started on my homework.

spent quite some time on the silly bio project.
i wasnt listening in class so i had to do research on my own. lol. turned out fine. jst tat my printer ran out of red ink and i didnt knw. so when i printed out the picture of the lungs. it looked really weird. hahah. did some revision on bio as well.. couldnt be bothered to do physics :D
and..a little of geog :D

yay. at least i got SOME work done ! yipee.

meeting at toa payoh for msia open tmr.
den.. i'll be gng to nicoles hse after tat.
gna get her to teach me physics and math (:
and being the kind soul that she is, im sure she'll teach me right ? :D

haha. okay. im off to do my stuff now.
nite

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Friday, September 08, 2006

- Friday, September 08, 2006

FRIDAY!

last trng session of the week. phew.
i was damn tired tis afternoon la. i guess we got overly excited at the arcade huh ;)
well.. amanda ruth boon mattias darren and i went to causeway for lunch. den arcade for awhile. until someone started playing with the machine tat u knw, u can catch the stuff toys ? yea. we spent quite a lot of money on it.
i bet u guys will be thinking
" lamers. waste money only. sure cannot catch one lah "
but guess wad ?! we caught 4 !!! yayy (: it was only like $1 per catch and we caught with each try ! [ well, most of the time. ]

our secret to that ? shaking the damn machine :D

there ! its not very clear lah. used my webcam to take. hahah. cute huh ?
bday : 8th sep 2006 =P

so yep. trng was fine. slacked in the morning.
didnt train very hard in the afternoon as well. bleagh. getting really really really sick of trng.

frankly, i dont wanna swim anymore. hahah.

oh wells. a few more mths to go.

meeting abt msia open tis sunday.
i am so not looking forward to msia open.
i dont wanna swim so many damn events.
i'd rather stay in sch and study . pfttt.

im sick of blogging.
sijia is back from her prata trip.
i shall entertain her ! :D
byee

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

- Wednesday, September 06, 2006

okay. time to update.
i knw i haven been updating for quite some time. well, my life is boring. esp during the hols.

well, double trng session everyday except for today.
tiring ):
msia open is coming but trng is still kinda tough.
only like 4-6 people trng everyday..
people in doha seem to be enjoying themselves in the really nice hostel. hahah.

so..
jst me jst update a little abt last weekend.
umm. ms chua left on sunday ):
went to the airport to see her off. im really gna miss her. esp in sch ):
after that we headed off to the church in novena, vanessa was suppose to go for confession but too bad the priest was unavaliable so we went to town instead [nessa,dipna,josh,tim and me]
caught the Barnyard with timmy.
the animals are jst so cute :D
tim jst sent me Mr Bombastic. hahah. now its stuck in my head (:

anyway. sports sch people did fantastic at hk open. except maybe tat shuy didnt perform tat well, but she haven been trng with us either so well *shrugs. most of them are away in Doha now. yep.

hmm. oh yea. well done timmy ! 2nd yea.
hahah. it was good la huh ? considering u lost by only one stroke. so yea.
good job little boy ! :D

and and ! Steve Irwin died on 4th sep.
tat is damn sad. i was shocked when sijia told me online.
i didnt believe her lah.
he overcame so many crocs and he died jst cus of a stupid stingray. grrr.
we should start eating more stingray now. geex.
newspaper reported abt it and its really saddening.. )':
no more crocodile hunter.boohoohoo.

okay. now the quiz tat im suppose to do. [i bet u put my name at 3 so tat i must do right !]
name 24 people at the top of your head now
1. Sijia
2. Amanda
3. Nicole Seah
4. Ben
5. Timmy
6. Vanessa Teo
7. Dan Dan
8. Yiqing
9. Mylene
10. Richard
11. Janice
12. Narelle
13. Delfina
14. Calvin Cheng
15. Ruth
16. Dipna
17. Edith
18. Matthew Goh
19. Roanne
20. Zena
21. Stefan
22. Vanessa Boon
23. Shengjun
24. Gab

for the questions
1. is 9 single?
Mylene. nopee ! taken (:

2.would u date 20?
Zena. ofcourse ;)

3.is 17 a guy or girl?
Edith. girl

4.has 15 and 2 ever dated?
Ruth and Amanda. nope

5.are you older/younger than 3?
Nicole Seah.Younger

6.have you ever seen 7 naked?.
DanDan.No

7.where does 19 live?
Roanne.Singapore, together with 15

8.when was the last time you saw 12?
Narelle.Last week

9. ever watched a movie with 5?
Timmy.Yep

10. how tall is 23?
Shengjun.Not sure.

11. do you love 16?
Dipna.Yea !

12.do you go to the same school as 14?
Calvin Cheng. uh huh

13.have u ever had classes with 11?
Janice. yes. all the time

14. where was 21 born?
Stefan. somewhere in the UK

15. have you ever hugged 18?
Matthew Goh. ehh. i dnt think so.

16. what's 8's middle name?
Yiqing. Beckham? hahah

17.is 13 a nice person?
Delfina. YEA!

18.would u rather 1 die, or you die?
Sijia. she die lah! whole day ask me do quiz only :D

19.is 4 older than u?
Ben. yea

20. would u kiss 24?
Gab. no..

21.have u ever swum with 16?
Dipna. nope

22.when's 10's birthday?
Richard. 26th jan

23. have u ever been to a party with 19 or 17?
Roanne ; Edith
long long time ago i think?

24. are 22 and 24 good friends?
Vanessa and Gab.
relatively good friends i suppose

25.will 3 and 7 make a good couple?
Nicole and Dandan. no way

26. has 15 ever given u a birthday present?
Ruth. yep. bought me a bottle of rock candy shared it together with some others (:

27.how long have u known 13?
Delfina. since sec 1

28.if 5 and 19 were drowning, who would u save?
Timmy and Roanne.
i'll see whos nearer to me

29. will 2 be willing to kiss 6?
Amanda and Vanessa Teo.
noo. i dnt think she knws vanessa.

30.pass this on to 3,4,7, 16,18, 22,23.
Nicole Seah ; Ben ; Dan ; Dipna ; Matthew ; Vanessa Boon ; Sheng Jun

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

- Sunday, September 03, 2006

Some questions you would never ask anyone.

Stab 5 people to do it after you are done.

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?

i wanna go back to sleep

2. When is the next time you will have sex?

no idea

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?

floor

4. Favorite planet?

earth

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?

yiqing

6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?

you'll be in my heart- teddy geiger

7. What kinda shirt you have on?

USA ; cleaveland

8. Describe yourself in one phrase

boring

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?

nike

10. Bright or Dark Room?

dim

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?

very random

12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?

whichever feels comfortable

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?

watching LOST

14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?

"oh okay! see ya! (: "

15. Where is your letter box?

Ground floor.

16. What's a word that you say a lot?

yea

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?

nicole.s i think

18. Last furry thing you touched?

my nici pillow

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?

medication? 2 tablets a day

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?

none.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?

14!

22. Your worst enemy?

myself

23. What is your current desktop picture?

jap team

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?

soon

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?

Million dollars.

26. Do you like someone?

Yes.

27. The last song you listened to?

that thing you do-the wanders

28.If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?

nope

29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?

no one

30. What is the closest object to your left foot?

chair

okay sijia. i've finally done ur quiz. hahah. and i dont feel like blogging.

caught the devil wears prada. not too bad.

didnt do any work today. super slack.hah. gng airport to see ms chua off tmr ): geex. i dnt want her to go man.

"Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life. You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you"

ms chua was really really a great teacher. so different frm the others. i mean shes really funky and all. pftt. and well, it has always been her dream to go to Harvard.. so i guess all i can do is to wish her all the best (:

and im gna crash for the night now.

gotta wake up pretty early tmr.

goodnight (:

if not for hope, the heart will break

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Friday, September 01, 2006

- Friday, September 01, 2006

name someone with the same bday as you
russell ong
where was your first date?
plaza sing?
have you ever seriously vandelised someones property?
nope. how about school's property? ahhah
have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
YEA.
have you ever sang in front of a large number of people?
nooooo.
what do u usually order from starbucks?
caramel frapacino or however u spell tat.
what is your biggest mistake?
having too much left unsaid.
have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
yep. a few times.
say something totally random about yourself
i like the video with the 3 girls dancing/singing to 'stars are blind'
has anyone said you look like a celebrity?
nope
do u still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
yep. i miss being a kiddy ):
do u have braces?
nope
are u comfortable with your height?
nope. i wanna be taller ! ):
what is the most romantic thing the opposite sex has ever said to you?
umm. not too sure. but i like tis " .... as God loves you, i love you too (: "
when do u know its love?
when i think it is.
do u speak other languages?
yea. chinese. hokkien?
have u ever been to a tanning salon?
no
what magazines do u read?
lime. seventeens. 8days
have u ever ridden in a limo?
nope
have anyone close to you pass away?
yea
do u watch MTV?
not much. i dont have cable tv ):
whats something tat really annoys you?
many things. but i cant stand it when pEoplex tyPexz lyKe tHisxX. and act like a gangster/ah lian/ah beng
whats something u really like?
i like having a trustworthy friend with me (:
can u dance?
not really.
do u have a handphone? wad model? who bought it for you?
yea. O2 mini. dad bought it.
have u ever been rushed into the hospital by an ambulance?
YEA! when i was in my mum's womb :D [does tt count?]

hah. amanda stabbed me with tt quiz. yep. anw.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE !

i cant stand the stupid massage woman today. ARGH. thinkin of her makes my blood boil. freakin rude lah.

tried revising physics. damn. i forgot alot of things. im gna die for the end of yr's exam for science lah. esp bio. geex ):

ms chua is leaving for US tmr. oh man. for 5yrs! sheesh. but shes coming back in december.. still. im gna miss having her lessons ! tis is so sad. my teacher and mentor for 2 and 1/2 yrs ):

on a lighter note, both the dvd players i have at home isnt working properly ! grrr. one of them doesnt load the cd. the other one.. i cant find the control so i can only watch one episode of LOST. damn. maybe its trying to tell me tt i should get back to studying eh.

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