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Sunday, June 25, 2006
- Sunday, June 25, 2006

oh man. why must time pass so fast?
its sunday alrdy.. tat means, sch starts tmr and we gotta check into hostel tonight ):
im so not looking forward to it.

firstly, the rooms are not partitioned. so. if my room mates are not in, den i'll be ALONE in the room. so scaryyy =/
next, trng & sch. darnn.

however, i'll get to see my room mates and some other people whom i haven seen for a long long time. but still.. sigh.
and after one week of sch, comes sch nationals.. which im fine with it although im like swimming 400 and 800. i get to miss two days of sch (: hahah!
cass only miss one. cus both her events are on the same day. awww.
just hoping to get at least 2 silvers for both my individual events (:

back to sch also means, no daily useage of computer. pfttt. im so used to using the comp everyday lah. how ? ahahah.
back to sch also means, stayin back after school for lessons with MR LEE.
oh man. i am not looking forward to next module's bio.

and and. ms chua's leaving soon. like after next module ? ):
so sad la. our new eng teacher will most prob be.. ms ong i guess. new mentor ? no idea. arggh.

4 o'clock now.
just a few more hours before i have to leave my house, my lovely bed, my computer, my daily does of 9 c'clock show on tat comfy sofa...

i've only been awake for 4hrs! haha. amazing.
been doing nothing except for using my comp and packing my bag a little.
sighh.
i think only ro is looking forward to gng back to sch. hah.
i am not.
jellyfish is not.

talkin abt jellyfish!
shes gna get my web cam today. hope its in stock.
den i can play with her. hahah.
been playing with her and her bro the past few days.
buddha gay ! :D
oh yes jellyfish. we better train harder now okay.
must do well for ICG right? hahah.



im a PHUNKY PIG :D



credits to ro for helping me make (:

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Saturday, June 24, 2006
- Saturday, June 24, 2006

just a quick update.

singapore open is finally over :D
yayy. only did 2 pbs for 200 and 400 free.
not too bad i guess.
wasnt expecting pbs to come from brst stroke =P

great job to ben and richard who did pb in every event tat they swam. well done!

the swim team did well overall i guess. with many people getting medals and doing pb. yepp. kunming worked eh ;)

and so.. boon and narelle followed me to get ice cream yst.
we bought 6 tubs of ben and jerrys back to share.
yummmm (:
was eating it while amanda was swimming her 800fr. i was so glad i didnt have to swim it! hahahh. so we were enjoying ourselves while amanda was swimming her ass off. yepp. but we left some for her lah.

had loads of fun yst.
got a ride from aunty kelly home, together with jed.
i guess singapore open isnt tat bad tis yr..
i did horrible last yr :D

sch nats coming up in 10days time!
400 and 800 again!
peishan's swimming. hahah. shes super fast man. 9.11 for yst's 800fr eh ?

hmm. yea. tats abt it. slept around 2am yst. hahahaha
i wasnt tired at all.
trng in the morning with peter's waterproof earphones and ipod cover didnt tire me out i guess =P

alrights. gotta go for massage now.
gng out with mylene later.
two of us. AGAIN.
hahah

bye (:

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Friday, June 23, 2006
- Friday, June 23, 2006

hmm. lets see. im at mylene's hse again.
she swam 50fr tis morning. and now shes dying.
her nose is coming off.
hahah.
her mom's sick
her bro's sick
she's sick
the virus is in the house! whaaha. tat was lame.
anyway, 800m fr tis afternoon. im not swimming :D
amanda is i think? hahah. poor thing.
maybe u could save urself from boredom with peter's waterproof earphones and ipod yea?

talking abt tat. peter lent me his waterproof earphones and his ipod nano with the waterproof cover. and i trained with it! swam 3k plus with it. so cooooool. yea. let the jnrs and he others use it for awhile too.

and i think des was trying to wear it and matt came along

matt: wha. wads tat?
me: ipod la.
matt: huh? why inside the water? haven spoil ah?

typical matt. wheres tat 58 huh! =P

and yes. everyone was so amused with it. it is damn cool!
peter ordered those stuff online.
the earphones are shipped in from the states. cool shit.
we should all train with it lah. den when peter shout at us we wouldnt be able to hear him (:
oh wells. i dnt think we can plunge with it thou. think the earphones will move den cannot hear properly. shall try and take a pic of it later. hahah.

ice cream later ! yayy.
taoli wants haggen dazz.
i want ben and jerrys. whahaha. FAT alrdy still eat eh. ah wells.

hmm. im so bored now. mylene jst took medicine and sleeping like a PIGGGG.
actually no. aiya. dunno her la.
she wants me to help her blog. so yea. i shall stop here (:

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Thursday, June 22, 2006
- Thursday, June 22, 2006

/continued [2nd time! lucky i copied the whole cunked. it didnt appear AGAIN. pfttt]
dangg! i jst typed so much and now its all gone. poof. shall type it again..

oh wells, i was saying..

im really glad with my 400fr time. it was a good time and its been ages since i improved by so much for a single event. hehh. i still remember the days when i was still a backstroker and jst started on 800fr. my times were like 10.29 ? and everytime i swim, i'll improve by 17s or smth. hahah. until my current PB of 9.29 and i've yet to go under tat time. sighh. sch nats hopefully ?

hah. well, before my 400fr i was really praying so hard that i will be able to do a good time and that i'll at least do ONE good race tis singapore open since i did terrible the other time round and i was praying that God would be with me and give me strength, and yes (: a PB ! thanks

you give me strength when i am weak
thankyou :D

yupp. at least i did one good race and peters happy. im happy. my dads happy.all agreed to let me not swim my 800m if i dont want to. yeaa. im glad (:

alrights. tats all. hope tis will appear. hah.all the best!

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
- Wednesday, June 21, 2006

alright. i shall update because at the moment, sg open is over for me :D

okay lets see.
200free yst !
not too bad. 2.11 for heats, tat got me into A finals as the 8th qualifier.
2.10.58 in the afternoon! not too bad.
improved by an amazing time of 0.01. HAHAHAH.
wadever. yea. so it was quite okay.

400fr and 50brst
400fr in the morning was slow. 4.39.. peter said just get a lane in the finals so yes. i jst anyhow la. haha.
forgot tat i had 50brst until tammie reminded me jst before 400fr. HAHAH. wad a joker.
and than, i went for massage, and almost forgot to report. lol.
enyuan was the best la. she missed her event cus she tot she reported but the fact was that she didnt! so yes. blur man.
50brst was disaster.
i plunged in and guess wad? my goggles came off -.-
so yes. i swam 50 with goggles filled with water. lucky its only 50.
did a really lousy time. 37.98 ?
yea. still managed to get a place in B finals. hahah!
37.37 in the aft. LOL.
wad a joker. peter kept makin me laugh la.

and umm. peter was really pleased with my 400fr.
did a 4.34. new PB ! yayy. came in 4th.. by chance lah.
on the last lap wanting's goggles came loose and she had to stop and wear properly and i caught up. yeaa. but well, if not i wouldnt have gotten 4th. uh huh.
oh and i told peter i didnt wanna swim 800fr and he said yea! :D
cooooool. tat means.. i have no more events ! yayy.

but im aching all over.
before my 400fr my back was hurting quite badly.
and now my neck hurts. bleagh. at least im not swimming anymore.
still gonna go down to the pool to support them thou. esp to support my JELLYFISH! who is also gonna pull out of her 800fr i reckon? yeaa.

HIGHLIGHTS of tis afternoon's meet!
the KEE SOON BEE CUP [women 100m freestyle]

our very own KEE SOON BEE is taoli!! woohooo!
58.41
my fellow lamer MYLENE ONG came in 2nd !
commandable effort pig ! see, with the fat one here, u will do well :D
she did.. 58.7 i think? arnd there lah.
3rd was lynette (:

yesyes. all of them are damn fast. hahah.
ruth ho did well too! 59.15. pb yea ?
hahah. good job people (:

roanne's 50brst was good too! (:

anyway. mylenes rushing me to finish blogging so yea.
i'll blog more tmr or smth. tats all for now.

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Monday, June 19, 2006
- Monday, June 19, 2006

1st day of sg open heats is OVER ! yayy.
not too bad.
200IM got into A finals.
100brst ? horrible. hahah. i was dying so i jst like, anyhow la.

at mylenes hse now.
she pulled out of her 200IM.
bleaghh. slacker la.
den afternoon no events alrdy.

and we were both bored so yea.

mylene did for me : http://artpad.art.com/?j13juxvxz5g
i did for her : http://artpad.art.com/?j13jwwhjm1g

yepp. her laptop is spoilt so i must use her sis's slowwwww comp. hahah.
okay. i dnt wanna blog anymore. maybe tonight.
200IM here i come :D

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Sunday, June 18, 2006
- Sunday, June 18, 2006

okay. i was online and my old coach who coached me when i was like.. k1 k2 ? yea. abt there. seny me a few pics. sure bring back nice memories abt how the girls used to train together and bryan tay was still in spore. hehh



hah. grp pic. i dnt knw where i am thou. mylene and edith are there. try spotting them! correction. SIJIA and EDITH.


there! 15th jnr inter club. whooosh. how long alrdy man?
from left : Bryan Tay, Me, Edith, Sijia, Ting, Mylene and Xueming. she stopped swimming at arnd p6. hahah. my coach behind us. Uncle Desmond :D




a page from the CSC mag last time. bottom left is the relay team (:
mylene in white cap, edith beside her. me and sijia behind them.
bryan tay owning the breast stroke events tat time and edith owning the fly,back and IM. click to enlarge and read (:

tats all folks ! shall put more when my coach scans more of them. hahah. ciao !

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- Sunday, June 18, 2006

alrights. short update.

sg open tmr. damn!
im dreading it although tmrs event quite fun la.
200IM and 100brst. ahahah. yesyes.

qing is niceee.
she did this for me! check it out!

http://artpad.art.com/?j123sz1edna4

and so... i decided to do one for her too (:

http://artpad.art.com/?j124ee17is8s

fun yea?

JELLYFISH!
suppose to blog abt u huh.
lets see. wad am i suppose to say? maybe i should do one of those for u to save me from typing here. hahah. alrights i shall (:

http://artpad.art.com/?j1256i2ohrk

there! ahahah. okay. im bored. im gonna watch hot chick now la. so bloody bored. been at home the whole of today, sheesh

all the best for sg open tmr !

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Friday, June 16, 2006
- Friday, June 16, 2006

alright yingfen (:

hmm. i have tis morning off so yea. jst a short update abt yst bfore i go off for trng. and mylene,ro and ruth have tis afternoon off ! hmphh. this week they have like, 3 sessions off in total la. bleaghh. wadever (:

ok lets see. yst was quite fun actually. hah. after morning trng, me qing and des took a bus out to causeway when we could have hitch a ride from amanda, stupid des.

so.. qing promised to treat desmond lunch. [bad move, des eats like theres no tmr] and so, me and qing went to get bubble tea, des said he didnt want cus he say must 'leave space' for lunch. lamer. we decided to go to foodcourt to eat the CHEAP and GOOD lagsana and obviously after one big plate des decided he was still hungry so he ordered another plate of baked pasta, all fully paid by qing. HAH. he was still hungry after tat and ordered a plate of dessert. tat he paid himself since it was only 1.80. hahaha. qing didnt even manage to finish her plate of lagsana, it ended up looking like shit ? yea.

after lunch! hahah. we walked all over causeway cus we were so full, with the exception of des. he claims that he still can eat. bigger pig den i am (:

decided to walk into kiddy palace. HAHA. it was super fun inside.

firstly, qing wanted to buy a colouring book for some reasons ? and des kept making fun of qings laughter, saying she laughs like some weapon from CS. the one tat fires 3 shot at a time tat one. haha.
then.. we saw tis eeyor toy. the ear damn big and long la. so ugly.
des :" ear so long ! like helicopter."
it was acutally suppose to play peek-a-boo with the little kids. hahah. and there was TIGGER!
" when baby press the magic rattle, tigger bounces up and down! " bounce, bounce, bounce
so cute la! i was laughing like crazy and des was like the father, asking us to stop playing and get out. lol.

spent a long time there. and we were all so tired from walking but qing still wanted us to go all the way down to cold storage ):
yepp. taxi back after tat.

trng was fun.
was practising start, turn and finishes.
clement told mattias " aei, the sky is going to drop tmr"
mattias :" HUH! when ? what time? "

hahahahah. so funny. ruth and qing told me a few jokes as well.
lol. quite fun la.

went to causeway with qing and des, AGAIN.
qing had to treat des AGAIN.
had ban mian, super salty.
even des didnt managed to finish it. ahah.
walked arnd again.
i wanted to take a straight bus back home but des was like persuading me to take train so tat he wouldnt be such an outcast and i gave in -.-
and so, me and qing followed him. took so long to get home la. STUPID DESMOND TAN.

uh huh. all in all, qing spent $17 bucks just on des. all on food. tsktsk.

alrights. tats abt it. not very short la huh. i shall add in some pics later.

bye!

right. a few pics of desmond and how we made him carry our heavy bags arnd causeway (:

(:


so nice of him yea ?
hahah. well, he got $17 worth of food k! :D

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
- Wednesday, June 14, 2006

single session today! yay.
trng was fine. SAC came to swim in our pool.
" is chocolate counted as junk food ? "
haha. one swimmer asked peter tat.
had massage after tat. got aunty sandra :D
shiok ! hehh.

lunch.
home.
slept for 2 hrs.

dinner with my dad at east coast park.
yummm.
walked arnd and took a few pics cus it worlds blood donor day.







yst i was there too.
saw those people building those sandcastles.
took them 4 days! rain and shine.
hahah. yea. pretty interesting.

double session again tmr.
oh wells. tats abt it i guess.
MYLENE ONG! i blogged longer den u ok (:

ciao!

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Monday, June 12, 2006
- Monday, June 12, 2006

yesterday

yst's outing was fun (:

short update abt it. J8 sweasons for lunch.




the rubbish they did to the giant earthquake which haili and aaron didnt manage to finish. hahah

off to cine.
SHES THE MAN.
good show (:

but bfore tat, killed some time at the arcade.

ro. hah. everytime a pluck comes at her she goes "shit!" so during the 3-plucks-play, she was like going "shit! shit! shit! " :D

after our movie. stoning.
looking out for those people who were dressed as japan animations characters. saw this damn cool guy who was dressed as a guy from bleach according to christel. hahah. i wanted to take pic of him but i didnt dare la (:


picture of the day.
JED!
so gay right. hahah.

amanda,ro,arron left early.
mylene left next.
i had dinner with haili,jed and christel. cafe cartel :D
nicee.

today

double sessions again.
qing didnt come.
jst me and mylene for lunch. the outcasts. as usual. hah.

pace set in the afternoon.
not too bad. jst a little stiff and my right arm still got prob.

well, after tat. mylene made me break the sad news to everyone =/
oh wells.
i guess everyone comes and go, but as long as we rmb them in our heart. they'll always be there. the remaining 6 ! we shall unite yea. things will be fine. cheer up people. take care !

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Saturday, June 10, 2006
- Saturday, June 10, 2006

alright mylene. i shall blog

lets see. trng tis morning was fine. im quite okay with my timings i guess. not very fast but acceptable ? hah. yea. and umm. my right arm still hurts ):

yiqing followed me home bfore gng out with her after tat.
caught The Omen together with chris.t
lol.. it was fine.
kinda scary at times but yea. it was okay.
i dnt like the ending. i think there's gna be The Omen 2 or smth. hahah.

qing got sabo-ed by her bro so she had to rush home cus her parents were angry. yepp. my dad picked us up at the mrt and sent her home. den went for dinner together with my mum. hmm. good food :D

hah. i dnt knw wad else to write.
i was so tired jst now at orchard.
saw our jnrs. narelle, valerie and nicole. hahah.

and umm. letssee.

QING!
hahah. failure today ?
lol. dnt get too upset yea.
its all fine. dont think so much man
i may be on the wrong channel most of the times. [ tats cus u dnt fill me in all the time making me blur !] BUT. sometimes, u've jst gotta have some trust in ur friend man! hahah. take care :D

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Friday, June 09, 2006
- Friday, June 09, 2006

test set tmr ):
peter said tat im doing a 200m and a 100m all out.
darn it.
my arm hurts like shitt ):

hope i survive tmr. barely survived todays 100m. bleaghh.

gng out after tat i reckon.

world cup today! but im not stayin up. if not i'll jst die tmr morning.
okayy. tats abt it. ha.

nites.

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Thursday, June 08, 2006
- Thursday, June 08, 2006

oh and i forgot to say jst now.

YIQING! i love ur grandfather can. he's damn freaking cool and IN lah. damn funny also (:

yiqing's sms-es abt her grandfather

: he mad one. come back with forty curry puffs again.mad one la.going to give the guards again.

: he telling me that the police almost caught him using his phone then he quickly throw the phone on the floor. and its still there.

hahahh. tat got me and mylene laughing like crazy

:yea. and he nicely ask me to pick it up. and guess wad? he's complaining to me that his phone got scratches.damn funny. and he sadi he had half a day of peace without grandma.cus he left her at home. hahah. and abt the police car.super funny man.

: oh! and guess wad? my grandpa likes the song BEEP. he keeep askin me to play over and over again.

hahah. so cool and funky right ?
then she calls me.

: you knw my grandfather thinks that u dont like him cus u dont want to sit his car? and he ask me if he should buy a school bus. haha. he also ask why now ting ting, cass, yingfen they all never sit his car alrdy.. hahah. and he keep complaining to me abt his phone having scratches.

lol. super funny la. he throw his phone on the floor.

yiqing. ur grandfather rocks la.
tell him tomorrow i take his car back okay?
and this time i make sure my dad dont suddenly turn up :D

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- Thursday, June 08, 2006

i wanna watch the omen! but mylene and yiqing both say not nice. pftt. looks quite okay wad? the boy [Damien] looks freaky-ily cute. lol.

read 8 days. just some interesting facts that i jst found out from reading it.

they talked abt some of the bible prophecy and situations that the bible suggests must be fufilled before the Antichrist can rise and Christ can return to earth.

  • "at the time of the return, three world leaders would die in one month" Zech. 11:8 <- prophecy fufilled in 1945 when Adolf Hitler, Benito Mussolini and Franklin Roosevelt all died within one month.
  • "Israel will be reborn in a day" Isa 66:7-9 <- prophecy fufilled when the State of Israel was officiall established on May 14 1948.

about The Antichrist.

  • "the worlds msot famous prophet, Nostradamus, specifically predicted 1999 as the year of the coming of the true Antichrist." " it may be that 1999 was the cinception or birth, making him about six or seven old at this point" just like Damien in The Omen!

about the number triple 6.

  • The Bible states that the 'number of the beast' is 666, said to denote the unholy trinity of Satan (man being 5 and God being 7) ( "Let him who has understanding reckon the number of the beast, for it is a human number, its number is 666" )
  • some believe tat "the mark of the beast" refers to teh literal mark on the skin. like the eeris birthmark in the shape of three 6 on the scalp of the boy Damien in The Omen.
  • using the ASCII system[ A=1 B=2 C=3 ect..] the letters in the name William Henry Gates III ( microsoft co-founder Bill Gates) addds up to 666.
  • same goes for Ronald Wilson Reagan (three names, each with 6 letters), who lives in house number 666 in California's Bel Air.

oh and theres this page titled satanic verses and some of the gerneral conditions which most would agree have been fufilled. just to name a few below.

  • increase of wars and rumors of wars (Joel 3:9 ; Matt 24:6-7)
  • rapid advance in technology (Gen 4:22 ; Luke 17:26 )
  • Numers 19 verses 2-10 states that the birth of a red heifer will presage the coming of the Antichrist and the end of the world. A red heifer was born on March 16, 1997

hahah. shant go on typing too much abt it. but i got it from 8 days magazine. yepp.

trng was fine (:

we did relays this morning. FUN!

my team was good! [ clement.ben.sijia and me] haha. yepp. it was fun. wen jiao lian took the afternoon sessions. it was quite okay. had quite alot of IMs ): but overall, its okay i guess. hahah.

didnt sit yiqings car again cus my dad decided that he's free to pick me up. and yiqings grandpa bought 40 curry puffs. AGAIN. while me and mylene, the two pigs went to eat at pizza hut =P

and so yes. here i am now. stoning away. umm.

got an email from my aunt abt my grandma who isnt very well right now =/

shes gotta go through a heart operation and if she pulls through, and i seriously hope she does. she can continue with the cancer treatment/operation. bleaghh. so poor thing lah. so old already still must get all these disease. so painful ): ): ):

so yeaa. pray for her and ya. EDLYN! or should i call u tortoise. if you're reading this.. must spend more time with your grandma okay! dont always wadever her and play her out! ahah.

alrights. tats all. quite long huh ?

/edit.

umm.according to ben.. Zech. 11:8 doesnt talk abt the three world leaders dying. so.. maybe not everything up there is true. hahah. but its jst for fun (:

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
- Tuesday, June 06, 2006

060606!

a day to rmb (:

trng was fine.
not paricularly good. jst fine.
kick set in the morning. last one was 200m all out.
and i went all out but the far basturd wasnt happy so we had to redo ):

6x50 all out in the aft.
my times were relatively good.
but peter wasnt happy with everyone.
so we have to train tmr aft.
doing the SAME set again ):

u knw, everytime i go all out/fast for something i dnt usually do, peter will punish us ?
i rmb the first day he came back from kunming and we did 10x50 kick i think. and i usually slack for kick la. tat day dunno why i went fast and he jst had to be angry and stop us halfway and make us do 200fly. damn.

maybe i shld jst salck everyday huh? -.-

tmr i got massage one la. now after massage must go and train. wads the point huh. bleaghh. cant stand trng in the afternoon la. takes up like the whole day. and he must purposely make the trng time such tat we cannot go out. sighhh.

so i guess its 6x50 again tmr afternoon.

alex's birthday tmr :D


http://youtube.com/watch?v=mmfaMCk3e_w&search=japanese%20lesson <- mylene showed it to me. you might wanna check it out (:

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Monday, June 05, 2006
- Monday, June 05, 2006

im still alive! :D

i was so tired tis morning i felt as if i was jst gna collapse or smth la. hahah. main set didnt look tat tough but i died. did really lousy times. heck. afternoon session was fine. boring but i got through it.

we didnt get a room in the gym today so we rested on the silat mats. not a bad place actually. hahah. double sessions AGAIN tmr ):

sea age people are back. yayy.
amanda got best performer of the meet for her age grp (:

tmr 060606
the chinese thinks its good cus its suppose to be mean tat everything will go smoothly, but on the other hand. its the devils number =/

wed- might go out with qing to catch the omen? i dnt knw.

hmm. yea. short update. im tired.
hope trng wont kill me tmr.
im out.

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Sunday, June 04, 2006
- Sunday, June 04, 2006

had dinner with my parents jst now. and it so rocks la.
went to tis restaurant. - stonegrill.
the food here is damn good! i had steak and it rocks man. the serve u raw meat on the stone and u jst sorta cook it yourself. it was damn good la. hahah. had the apple strudel for dessert. gooooood :D
if the pig says its good. its good :D

anyway. double trng sessions tmr ):
sad sad.
i dnt really have the u knw 'zest' to train and push myself during trng nowadays. bahh. not looking forward to spore open either. but im sure looking forward to sch nats and thailand sports sch games and icg :DDD school's seems better than trng nowadays. ah wells. i dnt knw. jst have a lot of things in my mind.

shant go on abt them. ha. ciao !

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- Sunday, June 04, 2006

GOBAL DAY OF PRAYER !
but i wont be going ):
sadd.
anyway. went to delfina's blog and saw one of her post. really nice so well, i thought i'll jst 'kope' it. heh. so yea. below's the story. acknowledgement : DELFINA!

Signed with Love from: God, Jesus and me

Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."

Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"

The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.

"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes.

The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else. "

I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom."

She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."

Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.
It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.

The letter said:

"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me.This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm, sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you.

I don't hurt anymore.
The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from: God, Jesus & Me.

God is always a God of mercy..

`14

Saturday, June 03, 2006
- Saturday, June 03, 2006

ahh. freaking tired. gna be a short update before i leave for home.

im currently at mylenes place..too lazy to walk to the busstop.haha.anyway. trng was tough. but slacked quite a bit =P oh wells.

met up with mylene at 1, went to do hair extension.HAHAH (:


mine and mylenes. hehh

suppose to get a skirt from flesh imp but decided not to since we were kinda broke.
took a bus to suntec where we had a near death experience while crossing the busy road to marina square. hahaha. ended up laughing like crazy people.
marina square was so crowed ):
mylene was DYING so we went to anderson's ice cream there and ordered 'pouring puff' :D heavenly ! the two pigs feasting on it. really really nice.


and then...

the pigs finished it :D

walked arnd endlessly bfore gng to carls jnr to rest.

THEN..

wait. i'll continue the funny part when i get home.

HAHAH. mylene. ur bro's ringtone ROCKS la.hahahahah. why they all so funny one. hahahh. 'ur mother find you. ur father find you. ur uncle find you' HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH. ur bro walked past u and u were like ' why so smelly one? ' HAHAHH. lamer! damn funny. ' lao da!! lao da!!! ' lol. i cant stop laughing. ur bro damn funny. he was like telling ur mum ' opp our hse there got people getting married and got people die' why he talk so much rubbish one ah. hahhahah. super funny la. i cannot stay alrdy la. stay somemore will die of laughter. hahah. ciao !

/continued

okay. i think we were damn joker today la. okay u see, after having carls jnr. we decided to walk to esplanade to take train. and we were at marina square. by right. we can jst get to esplanade in like 5mins ? but for some reason, we went the SUPER LONG way. i dnt knw why but we only realised after walking. let me show u how much extra we walked.

see that map ? we could have walked the red line, BUT for some reason... we forgot tat there was another way and we walked the blue one! see how much longer we walked ?!?! and it was freaking hot. grrr. and we jst started laughing like crazy halfway to esplanade. lol. i think the trng tis morning burned our brains :D

im too lazy to blog anymore. singapore idol on repeat now. and paul twohill just sang! (: he's so coooool la. i like him and johnathan. and johnathan is ms ong's ex student! whooo!

byeee.

qing /
things may seem hard at times but remember, never give up. never give up on yourself. i know u can do it and have confidence in yourself. prove to ur parents that you can do it. do what you want, dont let others decide for you. if you really dont want to make that decision, dont. dont regret it okay ? i will respect your decision but i hope that you'll make the right decision. i'll be there to talk to you if you want to yea. <3

`14

Thursday, June 01, 2006
- Thursday, June 01, 2006

whooosh! i dnt think i've ever felt so glad to be home? hahah. the hols are finally here (: this week was full of test and i think my pens are running out of ink. hahah. but wadever it is, im glad its over (:

totally screwed up my physics test with tons of careless mistakes.
faired well for chem.
eng common test went pretty much okay.
social studies was tiring.
e math was good. with the exceptions of careless mistakes ( as usual )

trng was fine. but i didnt feel very good tis week. had a good talk about whether i should take o levels or not and if i should continue swimming after sec 4. hmm.

on the bright side, wed rocks !
sleep in and we went to orchard in the afternoon.
caught ' beachwarmers ' with qing.mylene and ruth. hahah. we were a few minutes late but still enjoyed the movie (: its super lame and funny la. hahah. i was laughing like crazy :D walked up and down orchard doing nth. bought rubbish back. heh.

3 weeks of holidays.
1st week, double session every week [except wed]
2nd week ?
3rd week. SINGAPORE OPEN. ohhhhh nooooooo ):

`14



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14 apr 1991

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