once again.
zone colours awards.
not very fun. but well, its fine..
went back with nicole.s and hk after tat.
the best thing.
i left my wallet in school.
SO. i had to borrow money from hk for dinner and transport back home :D
yep. school is fine.
jst loads of test next week. so yea.
hope i dont die.
i dont knw why.
but right now, im sure of this.
i really do not care anymore.
im at the point where things cant get any worse.
so nothing you do is ever gonna make it worse, or heal it
i am aware of everything that is happening.
if you do not agree with me for anything, just VOICE it out.
if you're unhappy abt anything, SAY IT TO ME.
i mean, all these are jst simply unncessary and childish.
you dont have to live behind a mask everyday, and only be nice to me when you need me.
i dont need all these.
you are jst.. forcing me to want to leave ss cus im pretty sure, i'll be better out there.
but like i said, i dont care anymore.
as hard as it is for you to change yourself,
it is as hard to change someone else.
so please.
i have my weaknesses and its not that easy to change but you do not have to pick on them and hate me for it.
it is not a choice for me to be in a position that i am all the time.
be true to yourself,
do things only if you mean it.
I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you.
NICOLE ;
hey. thanks for inviting me over but my mum dont allow. grrr. oh wells. after your O's ok? hahah. anw, thanks for taking the train with me. it was.. kinda fun i guess ;) hope u knw wad i mean. cheer up! it wont turn out to be bad. might be a blessing in disguise or smth. heh. now that your prelims are over.. time to worry about O levels. MUG HARD ! loves <3
VANESSA.t ;
pray hard that we get the ticks !
and i did not steal the clips from you and dipna!
you two tooklike 2 pairs of my school socks and didnt tell me huh.
no wonder i have no more sch socks (:
`14
